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Sunday, November 2, 2008
turmoil. Today was interesting. I experienced quite a rollercoaster ride just then. I was damn nervous, till I could literally feel the butterflies fluttering around in my tummy. I was incredibly fidgety. I was increasingly paranoid. I was familiarising. I was superbly insecure. All within an hours' time. I thought i was gonna hyperventilate and die. But, i guess not. It's ridiculous. I have more than 2 emotions? Woah, deep. HAHA. Yeah, i got 'em jitters. I had to follow along BF's family to this wedding function. I seriously had to. Because, see.... Ajid's ex's mom spreaded some wordtoxic saying that his mom is trying to suck up to their family, in order to get S* and Bf to patch things up again. And she even went to an extend saying, "Aku & anak aku kalau dah ludah, tak kan jilat balik," A little too harsh now, aren't we. It's quite insulting for me when you put it that way. News flash: i've been with this boy for 17 months now. What gave you the idea he was chasing after your little miss again? Tsk. Now now, that's not nice to say. Uh huh, that's why i was supposed to attend this function. To prove i am with this boy. My point of view, it's as though i'm setting myself up to walk into the lion's den. To get pounced on, to be talked about. Simply, setting up myself to be vulnerable to my predator. Hmm. A little dramatic explanation, but you do get me. Right? But God bless me, nothing horrendous happened. Phew! I actually had a ball. I love the Jawa wedding theme, the decors, the delicioso food, the cream cupcakes adn many more. HAHA. Quite unpredictable from what I had foresee. I really had one hella good time till, I didn't realised I already shook hands with S's* mom. HAHA! Now, that's beyond believable. I've outdo myself, uh huh uh huh. Absurd. Anyways, a little birthday wish here.  HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, MUHD YAZID BIN YUSRI! A.K.A; mon amour. vous êtes déjà 19, mais je ne suis pas encore même 18. HAHA. juste donc vous savez, i vous aiment alot. plus d'i le montrent. bien, i espèrent vraiment que vous ayez aimé votre date de l'anniversaire avec moi hier. Et, votre vie soit béni avec toutes les bonnes choses. labourez alors, i espèrent que vous continuerez à écouter ce mp3 i a acheté juste pour vous, amour. le dieu vous bénit, vous belle âme. A little advice: Don't start a war you can't finish. Let's hope it'll serve as a lesson for you to learn. *winks* |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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