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Friday, October 31, 2008
Possibilities. Hey hey hey. Guess what? My lovely CA, Miss Phua, made a wonderful announcement several days back! She announced to the whole class about the educational trip to Ho Chin Minh City, Vietnam. I think, it's being organized by the Entrepreneurship Club. And, i was beyond ecstatic upon hearing that. So's my other 7 girls. Which explains why most of us applied to it, immediately. Heh heh. Come on, who would wanna pass up on a golden opportunity to venture outta your comfort zone right? I love Singapore, but I have to put myself first. Hehhhhhh. Furthermore, our institution sponsored the trip roughly by about one-quarter of the entire cost and then, the rest can be made payable by our PSEA account. Hmmm. Well, technically, most of the trip was paid by my PSEA account. And the money derives from the Government, right? So..... It could only mean that this whole trip is for free! HAHA. I only need to fork out cash for my shopping and entertainment purposes! And, obviously Dad's gonna sponsor me that. Since, i'm not working. No dough, No penny to my name! LOL. But... of course there's always gonna be a BUT! We'll be evaluated on our GPAs, CCAs, attendance, attitude in class etc. The consent form goes on.................................. forever. To top it off, we're all gonna have to undergo interviews if there's an overwhelming response. Haiya, troublesome. So, fingers cross girls! *grins widely* Currently, i'm trying to bake a decent batch of chocolate cupcakes. For tomorrow, Ajid's pre- b'day celebration. I've been at it for almost 4 hours now. And i've only baked 3 friggin chocolate cupcakes. @#!%$#!#$!!! Why? Bcos Mom's super smart! She bought for me, a one mould cupcake. Not a six-mould ones! Argh!!! And I wanna bake 19 cupcakes, 16 more to go. 20 painfully slow minutes to bake each one, so another 320 minutes. 5 hours 20 minutes more. *sighs* Bye readers, stay put! Thursday, October 30, 2008
Ima betch slap you, shet bag. Hi all, obviously i'm back for good. Solely, I was just bloody lazy to blog. The long hours of school, going out, house chores, this, that.......... Yeah, you get my drift. I'm a supermad busybee. So, a little bird told me some losers are bitching about me on their blogs. I really don't know what's their deal xia. But on second thought, I actually do. HAHA. Something about me calling them fat aroused their anger, which eventually, led to them blogging about it. Well, I call 'em like I see 'em. So, you would obviously assume i'm very rude and disrespectful. Right? Hold that thought, though.  Well, apparently, there's this girl Atikah or Atique Hilton. I know, barf.  She's been talking about my siblings & I behind our backs. More specifically, talking about our looks. Judging & evaluating us, like what a critic would do. Firstly, I shall address to your blog post yeah. You didn't saw me simply bcos I was at the back of you both, so obviously you didn't saw me. And also, if i was too BLACK, don't you think people would have spotted me? I'll be like a dark shadow looming around. I think if a person's too dark, nobody would actually mind. I think in this country, there's bound to be other people that would be darker than me. So then, it'll just be a norm to see dark people around. Unlike a person that's fat/too fat, that's obviously gonna atract atention. People's obviously gonna talk about it. Fat/Too fat means that person is HUGE, in case you kinda missed that out. So, what beauty can you offer? Black lips, deep and dark eyebags, too-thick lips without a cupid's bow, poorly structured face without cheekbones, non-existent eyebrows, angry dash of brown eyebrow? That's beauty eyy! Now, I geddit. Not. HAHA. You don't know how big of a joke you are to me, Atikah! :D Now, Let' s recall what she said now, shall we?  Aini: Apparently, her BFF and also my younger sister. This Atikah once said to my sister that she looks like an AIDS patient without her make-up. And that, Aini's only looks presentable with her make-up on. Wow, from a supposed BFF to another BFF. How encouraging huh. Hmm, you said my sister looks like an AIDS patient. Now tell me, how exactly does one looks like? I wouldn't know. Aini wouldn't know. So since you made that remark, you obviously would have known someone with AIDS, wouldn't you? Afterall, it takes one to know one huh. HAHA. Moving on, Aini looks pretty only with her makeup on. This point, you gotta be shitting me. Girl's been going to school without even an inch of makeup, bare naked. Unsurprisingly, she looks fresh unlike what you'll ever be without yours on. No point wearing 4,5,6 inches of make-up, make-up only works it wonder to people who has genuine beauty. As Xia Xue once said, -It is not a crime to prance around pretty with make up. It is a crime to let urself remain ugly when u can make yourself look better.-  Shikin: "Shikin tak lawa, dier cume cute aje," you said reluctantly. You know, that's really funny. Considering, alot of people says she's really pretty and you, of all people, says she isn't HAHA. It only explains you're just green with envy lah. Coming from someone with a face like yours like, I actually understand why you said that. I really, really do. HAHA.  Rin: From my reliable sources, I hear that you really had it in for me. Constantly criticizing me, saying i'm UGLY, i'm BLACK, i'm THIS, i'm THAT. Behind my back, of course, until recently. So, why are you always saying i'm ugly? What, is that your life mantra? You're chanting that constantly in hope and believe that you'll start believing that way? You're trying to convince yourself that's true? RIN IS UGLY, RIN IS BLACK, RIN IS UGLY, RIN IS BLACK, RIN IS UGLY, RIN IS BLACK, RIN IS UGLY, RIN IS BLACK, RIN IS UGLY, RIN IS BLACK, RIN IS UGLY, RIN IS BLACK. *chants mantra continuously* Tsk tsk tsk.  Lastly, NADDD: She's also not pretty in your eyes, eh. Wah, need I say more? Whoever you said is ugly, by right's much prettier than you. And I have a feeling you do know that, kan. That's the reason why you say we're ugly. Bcos you can't accept the fact now. TSK! I pity such a pathetic soul like you. Know why? Lemme have the pleasure. You have a plunging low self-esteem till you had to resort to preying on others. Criticizing others to make you feel better about yourself. Why? You know by your actions, it only solidify the fact that you're ugly inside and out. Whatcha think about that. Btw, I'll like to state clearly that I do not discriminate against any obese people, for that matter any other types of people. But I just can't stand fat people who not only have too high of a self-esteem, but to also abuse it on others to make them feel good. That's what I can't handle, a lowlife. So again, Atikah, tell me. You don't criticize others? HAHA. You have a problem with me, you talk to ME. You don't fucking talk about my Family. You heard that? CB. Such a coward, go and die okay. DO the pretty peoples these huge favour! :D You asked Aini, "Ape yang Ashrin boleh buat?" [What can Ashrin do about it?] I ask you, "Sekarang, ape yang aku takleh buat?" [Now, what can I not do?] Wednesday, October 29, 2008
I'm back! And, I have lots to share. For sure. Watch this space! Monday, October 20, 2008
Given ample time. Watch me crack, crash and burn. Before falling straight into a depression. Saturday, October 18, 2008
Refreshed. So. I've deleted the last three posts. If you had noticed lah. Bcos bcos bcos. I re-read the posts again, and I realized how pathetic I came across as. HA HA HA. In chronological order xP : * Remember that post about me getting all excited for Raya? I am excited, excited am I? Right. I had to delete it. Bcos i hated the outcome and aftermath. Bad memories. * I miss my Boyfriend post, remember that one? Deleted that, obviously. Bcos it only makes me sound beyond pathetic. Puhlease. It was written impulsively/outofboredom/hugesenseofmissingforbf. And now that i've come to, only to realized i sounded stupid and jiwang. Ugh! That is so wrong fullstop. I want my Bf, but I don't need my Bf. Want = Independent Need = Pathetic hanger-on. See, the difference between Want and Need alone is huge. * A major fucking bust Hari Raya outing. Yeah, such a notorious post. Whatever, i'm too young to be stressing out of some shitnits. And it's not good to get all worked-up, bcos it will only award me with deepening frownlines. HA HA HA! Too funny. & i'm msning with Raz right now. Kecoh. LOL. Bye Bye now:) Friday, October 10, 2008
Seventeen candles.  FARAHDIANA! Happy sweet seventeen, babe. May Allah bless you with good health and wealth. May all your wishes come true, insyallah. & keep 'em wackiness coming! Have a great day ahead! :)) Karaoke session A coupla days back, I went and meet up an old friend. Its been quite some time since I last met this doofus-mat-indie-streetz. No names here. HA HA. Well, quite some time is just a tad understated. LOL. Anyway, that doofus planned to treat me, us to a round of karaoke session. So, a 3-hour karaoke singing session @ Cash Studio Orchard it was! After not meeting him for such a long time, having to sing in front of him wasn't exactly the most ideal nor wisest thing to do, i admit. It was nerve-wrecking okay! Of course, being myself i giggled all throughout the first few songs. I sounded like an overexcited 14 year old, can. Omg. Ahhh well, it's a tendency of mine to either laugh/giggle/bite nails when i get nervous. I just couldn't bring myself to sing solemnly. Like, who really sings that way during karaoke-ing? Maybe everybody else not me. We duet some songs, most being cheesy malay songs. You know like, Nana & Achik songs? Yeah, that type of songs. I know i know, bad choice of songs right. Not mine, it was entirely his. I'm cringing as i type now, so spare me the ewwwness will you? Oh yeah, and shake the whole session up, I chose some really unexpected songs. Hips don't lie; Shakira Feat. Wyclef Jean Sexyback; Justin Timberlake Feat. Timbaland Wonderwall; Oasis Bonnie & Clyde; Jay Z Feat Beyonce. Kiss me; Sixpence None The Richer Namely these songs! Nyehahahahah. And member terus mengelabarkan? HA HA. That ought to snap you outta your jiwa mode, seriously. Ate a decent meal at LJS Far East, headed off to chill by the Raffles Place. And boy, does he has alot to share. This problem, that problem, this that this that. I mean, i'm cool if you wanna share, it's great that you trust me enough. But i'm just worried, i'm a teenager myself as it is and my life hasn't always been all sugary either. I'm afraid I can't handle my own problems and what's more, yours? Hmmm.    Cool neon kicks. Labels: sing-a-long. Festive spirit. I have lots of Hari Raya pictures to be uploaded. Trust me, i really really really do. So, these coupla pictures can help me get it started yes?    .Hmmm, captivated enough? You want more? Great! Now, why don't you just move your chubby lil' fingers and click on this measly link: www.agrievingteen.multiply.com Awesome. And comments, comments, comments. I want comments! *mimicking somebody, by the way* I'm not retarded nor am i deprived of any compliments, mind you! :D Bah. OMFG. My blogskin's the exact opposite of the previous one. It looks totally blah and boring. Compared to the old vivid, spectrum of colours polka dots. I can't even be bothered to blog, no longer inspired. I need my own skingblogger. Seriously. Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Okay, this is scaring the shit outta me. i kinda meddled with the blog template, and now i can't seem to find all my posts(!!!) like it's been wiped off permanently. ohhhhhhhhh no! Saturday, October 4, 2008
GPA Yes yes, we're in the midst of celebrating Hari Raya at the moment. Therefore i'm not gonna give a proper update, not now. But soon enuff, just wait okay. However, a lil shoutout to my girl Lala.  Congrats girl for getting a 4.0 gpa! :D I am very proud of you. I know you worked hard at it, so keep it up. Maintain your results, you're awesome beh. And seriously, thanks for letting me have the honor of being the first to know. Of your results, i mean:) I'm oh so touched by that gesture. As for myself, my gpa huh? Well, it's fine enough............ Ima keep a level of secrecy and mysteriousness here. LOL. Bye. Oh and btw, time check: 7.01 am Fcuking hell, too early bitch. Labels: working hard enuf? |
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