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Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Your call. Thousands and million things are running through my head now. Friendship PMS Temptations I can't, i wouldn't, i'm trying, sighs. I can't help feeling that all friendship ties between my former schoolmates and I are chopped. I don't see them anymore now. No text msgs, phone calls, msns, conversations. NADA. ZILCH! Feels like i'm been neglected by my former or still BFF. Since you already know my link, and uve tagged. Why not read this? This one's for you, L. Coupla days back, a classmate of yours asked me. I'm sure you know her. "Why was L crying, she has really bad circles under her eyes, I did asked her.... And you answered, you didn't get enough sufficient hours of sleep. " You've gotta be bullshitting me. Insufficient hours of beauty sleep wouldn't kill you. Most definitely, no swollen eyes would emerge as per se. Dumbfounded, I didn't knew you cried. I was always, and always there to hear your problems. Now, it's like i don't know you anymore. Maybe to you, i seem to be so far. But rest assured, my dear. No distance can separate us, and u're most definitely not forgottten. At least, not to me. But now, it seems as though we're drifting apart. I can't help it, I tried making this friendship work. But you, you just didn't contribute in enough. With your HN educ, secret BF, strict parents blablabla.......... I understand all that, but can't once (just once!)in your friggin 18 years of living, could you ever maybe discuss with your parents about cutting you some slack? And if you're reading this, thinking i'm a complete ridicule. Lemme get this straight to you. Having not being in the same school, class, place, seats with you. It just kills me. I've went through with you all throughout your crucial or not stages of life. If i can make the effort to simply text you for a meet-up, why can't you? Meeting you up wherever,whenever. From Simei to Woodlands, From Simei to Bishan. No concerns at all for my travelling fees etc. And now, this Friday, you've asked whether i'll be attending the Teacher's Day Celebration @ Wdls Sec. And bcos you asked, i'm disheartened to even go. I don't know what's wrong with me. Things are just different, i can feel it. We're no longer talking about the same things. You're talking kids stuff, i'm talking office stuffs. Sighs. I've sacrificed, i've reached out to you. And now, it's up to you. Your call, I'm out. "Time & Distance are not important, Between you and me. When you're in my heart, you remain there forever. I may be so busy, but i assure you you're alwaysremembered," Labels: True friends. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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